It is only in silence
that you can hear
your inner voice.


This is what my perpetual calendar says today. My mind is going a million miles an hour. I can't seem to get it to slow down long enough for me to hear an inner voice. My most pressing problem really is that I need roughly $72 by Friday to pay the rest of my electric bill.

If my own problems weren't enough I had my family's to deal with today. Mom called here at 6:30 in the morning, frantic because she thought my brother was missing. Even though I really didn't have to gas to waste I drove across town and combed the neighborhood. For 4 hours no one knew were he was and she was the town cryer. She called everyone in the county I believe to look for him. Then in he walks as cool as a cucumber and suddenly all is right with her world.

That scene was not unlike what I went through when I was married to Joey. It's interesting that it happened the morning after I spoke with him. Do you think God's trying to tell me something?