It's a good thing I've learned to love myself. I seem to spend a lot of time in my own company. Sometimes it is by choice but lately it's been because I bring people down. I recognize that. I've been working on myself. As long as I stay focused on what's in front of me and I'm given the opportunity to work along side someone I'm okay. I now have a sponsee who is working along side of me. Actually I have two. That makes a world of difference.

I'm not sure I should share the premonition that I had. You might think I'm losing it again. I know think I know a few things that are going to happen. First, I am going to meet a very serene man soon. He is somehow affiliated with teenagers but I don't know how. I'm also going to be moving in the future. Don't know where. Don't know when. And I've got a trip coming up in the future that requires me flying on an airplane with one of my recovery buddies. Don't ask me how I know this. I just do. I also know that somehow I'm going to be able to keep my truck.

Oh, and I watched the Davinci Code last night. Gained a lot of insight into myself. May watch it again tonight as I find myself dating myself. : ) Hey, I couldn't ask for better company. I'm a brilliant conversationalist, witty, funny and highly intelligent. I'll get myself home at a decent hour because I'm not going anywhere and I don't have to worry about that awkwardness at the end of the evening.