I received an answer from the retired professor who is reviewing my article on The Southern Renaissance. He likes it! He doesn't think anything needs to be added. While, I'm grateful for his input, in the back of my mind I remember what Linda had to say about it and I'm trying to rework it so that it isn't just some fluff piece in a historical journal.

I have an ally among the faculty of Southside. Dawn told me whatever I might do not to leave Southside because I am needed. It felt really good to hear that after this rough year.

When I took my gifts into Jane and April's baby shower after school, I felt very self-conscious. I had misread the memo. I thought we had taken up money for the substitute who is also expecting and that the teachers were responsible for bringing gifts. I only bought for Jane and April. When I saw that very few others had, I felt a little silly especially since I only bubble wrapped mine. But when they saw what was in there they were appreciative. I wasn't the only one to bubble wrap. Mrs. Bell and Mrs. Bass did, too. So, I didn't feel so bad.

No one showed for a meeting with me tonight but I was prepared. I had books to do research in. It was not time wasted.

Linda and I talked for a while last night about some stuff. She doesn't think I'm reading more into things than are there. She believes I am seeing and hearing what I'm telling her. It's a relief to finally find someone who believes me. She just thinks that I'm dealing with a very confused person. That's what I've been saying! Doesn't anyone ever listen to me?