Well, let's see. I took Mom to Leg Up to meet Becky before we tackled the trip to Lebanon. We went in the middle of her preparing for their big picnic and showcasing of talent. Needless to say, she was busy.

I drove through a lot of rain to get to Lebanon. Mom was pretty good company. Barry kept up his questions about college and whether his placement was permanent. I just didn't think a picnic with onlookers was the place to have the discussion. I think once he comes back here and sees all of his things in the spare room here, he will get the message.

Mom and I drove through Murfreesboro to come home. It has grown huge! I told her that there were several teaching jobs in Murfreesboro and I was applying. She began talking about checking into an assisted living facility there.

What is it with my family? I can't be the glue any more. I'm barely able to take care of myself. I can't take care of either of them. When will they get the message? I know it's a change and it's sad to think of us being in different parts of the state but it may be the way it is for a while. Barry and Mom fed off of each other. He drug her down and she refused to let him grow up. Me? I'm in the middle as usual.