It's been a long day. I was short handed today but it was good for us. We each had to step up to get things done. I don't think Kim realized how much I did during the day until Jennifer was absent. She may still not see the relivance of my job. Who knows? Who cares?

I didn't mean to upset the principal this afternoon but apparently I did. She was offended by my plea for help for tomorrow morning. She had not known that I was shorthanded today. She called me this afternoon when I got home and let me know that she was upset with my comment. I had been told that Jennifer had called her. I just assumed that she couldn't get a sub. I wasn't upset. I was just trying to cover bases for tomorrow morning because I will be at a meeting at the central office.

At any rate I sent an amends via e-mail to her. She's been so good to me that I don't want to have offended her.

That having been said I kept thinking of my personal life, or lack there of, and tried to find a song to sum it up. Having not found one I decided to do one that reflected what I used to be like in relationships. I think my behavior before could have been classified as a stalker. I had to know where the object of my affections was at every minute of the day. I drove Joey crazy with that. I am definitely not anything like that now.


Obsession

As sung by Animotion

You are an obsession, I cannot sleep
I am a possession unopened at your feet
There is no balance, no equality
Be still I will not accept defeat

I will have you, yes I will have you
I will find a way and I will have you
Like a butterfly, a wild butterfly
I will collect you and capture you

You are an obsession, you're my obsession
Who do you want me to be to make you sleep with me
(x2)

I feed you, I drink you by day and by night
I need you, I need you by sun or candlelight
You protest, you want to leave
You say there's no alternative

Your face appears again, I see the beauty there
But I see danger, stranger beware
A circumstance in your naked dreams
Your affection is not what it seems

You are an obsession, you're my obsession
Who do you want me to be to make you sleep with me
(x2)

My fantasy has turned to madness
All my goodness has turned to badness
My need to possess you has consumed my soul
My life is trembling, I have no control

I will have you, yes I will have you
I will find a way and I will have you
Like a butterfly, a wild butterfly
I will collect you and capture you

You are an obsession, you're my obsession
Who do you want me to be to make you sleep with me
(x2 an fade)