It's been an emotional day. I've had to deal with drama around here after getting almost no sleep. I lost my temper today and then promptly had a good cry.

I need for the Medicaid Waiver services to kick in for Mom. She's falling in the night. It scares me so badly. But I need to get her taken care of so that I can concentrate on my brother. He needs help in this big transition.

To tell you the truth I need a lot of help myself. I need a break from my family. All of this is beginning to get to me.