God help me but I finally think I know who and what I want. I may have to walk away from this right now before I get really hurt. I don't think my heart can take another round of flip flopping.

Right now I just need to focus on the things in front of me- Mom's placement in assistive living, my job and transportation. As much as I'd like to be in this relationship with both feet I'm afraid. I need to hear what he wants from me and I need to hear it very soon. I can't have the flirtation any more.