I'm not sure what to think these days. To tell you the truth I spend more time feeling than I do thinking. I'm at peace. And that's hard to believe because I'm without a job and have no prospects of one on the horizon. I received my last unemployment check this week and I'm hoping I qualify for an extension.

I saw an old recovery buddy of mine on Monday and I told her that am doing better right now than I ever was while I worked. I think it's because I've simplified so many things in my life.

All I know is that I feel like I've finally achieved serenity- the peace that surpasses all understanding. It doesn't really matter to me how I got it, I'm so so happy to be there. You know what I mean?