Message from my perpetual calendar:

With every difficulty
comes an opportunity.

I don't know, folks. I seem to have more difficulties at every turn. I'm wondering where the opportunities are these days. I feel like my opportunities are a double edged sword. It's like I'm called on to prove myself all the time. Do I ever get to rest?

Sometimes I feel like I've lost my get up and go. I just don't feel motivated to do anything or I'll do it half way. It's like I know I have the option to do something or not do it and I chose the latter. I'm tired.