I'm staddling the fence.

I feel like the paradox wants me present when he speaks because I'm a friendly face for him. He didn't exactly ask me though. He just told me about it. For him that's as good as an invitation. Men!

I want to go as a support for him. I'm curious to hear what he has to say. But I'm not in much of a hurry to darken the Betterway House again. Those people were toxic for me. They drained the life right out of me. I lost myself in service work. I died.

I'm in prayer on this one. I want to go but I also don't want to go.

In matters to do with my family- we're cool. Mom's got more services at her disposal and she's got new medication for sleep walking. Barry's got some new things to work on as well. Barry treated me to lunch today. Big deal for him. All in all, it was a good day for the Hugheys.

Oh, yeah, the nosy neighbor moved from next door. That's a load off. He was kind of a mooch.